You know hunny. Im not the one with the problems.

Its you. Its always been you. I have done nothing wrong, but be myself, and that hit every nerve your arrogance and ego couldnt handle. All I have been was a friend to you. That is all I have been. I have been there for you, I have tried my hardest to help you. Hell I never thought I spent more money on one person. Not even my boyfriend. And thats sad. Thats really sad. I never ask to be paid back. I never ask to return the favors. Because my friendship mattered more to me than money and time. Yah, call me an idiot. Go for it. But last I checked I am a loyal person and I normally NEVER toot my own damn horn. I am loyal. But you had to ruin that too? By arguing to me about me? Have you ever heard me bring shit up about you? Youre impatient, your self-centered, I can only get a few words out of my mouth, but once I hit a subject about you, you beam and you continue with it.

You dont offer somebody something, say dinner, and then tell them they need to pay you back. Why do you think I said no the whole time? I paid 50 dollars for a dinner, never once did I say I wanted you to pay me back. I buy you things, cause I wanted to, but I never said you could pay me back. We are both on money issues, but did you think I cared? If it meant spending time with a friend, you think it would matter? NO

Im not the one who needs to realize and wake up. I dont use people. And thats what youre doing to me. Youre using me. And youre the one to tell  me you need the time? You need the time? Yah sure, haha, have all the time you want. But last I checked I am the one who needs the time. To consider why I took you back. To consider why I treated you like high school didnt even happen. And youre pulling the same bullshit all over again. Yes you, youre pulling the same goddamn bullshit, the same treatment you gave me in high school. ALL. OVER. AGAIN. Only you had the gall to try and tell me who I am, try to tell me how I should act. What I should be doing. And sweetheart, face it, Im not you. I will never be you. Hell now I am considering why I even accepted you, for who you are.

Oh wait.

Thats right.

I accepted you, and dealt with who you are, because you were a friend.
Because I cared a lot about you. Hell I went as far as considering you my sister.
And hell I thought you deserved it.
Do me a favor. And end it. It will save both you and me one hell of a job.
And a headache.

Cause I am done. I have hit my limit. And I am done. I cared about you. I did love you. But how you treat me is the last straw and I fed up with it. I really am. You think its all my fault. You most likely will, cause forbid you do anything wrong. Youre perfect.

I did nothing wrong. Just remember that. I did nothing wrong but be myself.